The Rise Of The Ugly Luna novel Chapter 226

Chapter 226

Chapter 226

LYRIC

I didn’t know my way around the city Caden had brought me. So, I had to give Jaris the address of the store beside me.

I didn’t know how far away it was from the Capital City. I waited for so long that I slept off.

I woke up to a gentle tap on my back.

“Lyric.”

My eyes fluttered open and surprise ripped me from within when I found Jaris kneeling on the floor beside me.

He really did come!

Or wait; what if I was hallucinating?

“Jaris?” I called with furrowed brows, trying to be sure he was real.

It was still dark, but I could make out his face clearly. He looked the same even as he wore a simple black jean and shirt.

“Why are you on the floor?” He asked with displeasure, his hands coming to cradle my head.

“Come on. Get up.”

He tried to help me up, but the best I could do was sit with my back leaning against the wall.

“Sorry, I can’t stand,” I told him weakly.

I knew this had nothing to do with hunger. It was simply the weight of everything crashing on me. The truth about my kids, knowing I’d never be with Jaris…

It was depressing.

Jaris looked around. The store was long closed beside me and the area was very quiet.

“Why are you out here? I thought you were with Caden?”

I shook my head. “I just escaped him not long ago.”

“He kidnapped you?”

thought about it. “Something like that. He wanted to hold me against my will.”

I was using so much energy to communicate right now, and I was sure that energy had to do with being with Jaris. I couldn’t stop staring at his face and remembering all the times he used to be mine.

“You came to see me,” I managed a small chuckle. “I expected some guards at least.”

But there was no smile on his face.

“Caden is planning something. I–I don’t know what’s been going on out there. Whatever it is, Caden has a hand in it.”

He exhaled and to my surprise, sat on the floor beside me. He closed his eyes, leaning his head against the wall.

That was when it dawned on me. Jaris was tired. He looked worn–out, as if the fight had left him.

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Chapter 226

“I’m tired, Lyric.” For the first time, he said those words to me. “About… everything.”

I sat up to face him properly.

“I thought it was something I could do–being King. Since I took the throne, it’s been one problem to another. One chaos to the next.” He chuckled humourlessly. “The seer tried to tell me, you know? One time during a meeting, she told me I’d bring darkness to the world. I should’ve believed her and left the throne with someone more deserving.”

“Hey,” I held his hand beside me. “If there’s anyone more fitting to be King, it’s you, Jaris.”

“You only say that because you know me. But I think we both know the truth that I’m only a disaster. The people need someone better.”

He tilted his head to hold my gaze. “Let’s go far from here. I want to stop caring about everything and just be…me. I want to live for me.” He stared down at the place where our hands joined. “Will you come with me, Lyric? Would you mind?”

My face bore a took of confused astonishment. “You…. think I killed your mother.”

His expression didn’t shift. “I just told you–I want to stop caring about everything. I want to leave everything behind and just move forward, Lyric. I’m tired.”

My heart bled from the reality I saw now. I’d been so focused on running and had no idea Jaris had been facing so much–alone. I thought it was just my life that had been a mess. I had no idea he’d been suffering too.

I’d never seen Jaris look this defeated before; not even when he wanted to opt out of the trials.

I gave it a small peek–what it’d be like going far away from here with him. The fact that he wanted to elope with me was something I could not wrap my head around. He still loved me after everything.

He looked away from me, closing his eyes again with his head still leaning against the wall.

“It’s not been the same without you, Lyric,” he spoke softly. “I tried to hate you, to let it sink in that it was you who killed my mother. But everyday without you was a torture, and when you managed to escape, I hated you for running away from me.”

I watched his Adam’s apple bob as he gulped hard. “You weren’t there when I really needed you, Lyric. Nobody was. Everyone kept bringing complaints

to me, demanding results and blaming me for the wrong things. Nobody cared to check on me like you would have. Nobody was there.”

The tears came running effortlessly. I released my hand from his as I buried my face in my palms, weeping profusely.

“I’m so sorry,” I whimpered. “I hated myself for leaving you, Jaris. just… I didn’t want to die.”

He scoffed. “You really think I’d have stood by and let them kill you? I didn’t know what judgement to pass on you, Lyric; but I definitely knew which judgment I didn’t want to pass.”

His words cleaved me open, inch by inch.

Gods, I felt so terrible. Why did everything have to happen the way it did?

“I’m so sorry,” I sniffled. “If I could turn back the hands of time, I’d be more careful. Maybe… Maybe there was something I would’ve done differently that would’ve stopped things from happening the way they did.”

He held my hand again, running his thumb gently along my skin. “I’m sorry about the baby. I’m sorry…I wasn’t there to comfort you when it happened.”

I managed a frail smile. Right now, I couldn’t help but believe the Moon must’ve taken the poor child from me because it didn’t deserve to be with a mother like me.

I wonder what Jaris‘ reaction would be if I told him right now that Xyla and Xylon were mine. Ours.

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