After a long pause, Jenna eventually sighed before muttering, “…Though it’s true that many of you have forgiven me, I haven’t quite forgiven myself, and as I said before, me turning a new leaf doesn’t change the fact that I’ve been an evil woman before this… I… I’ve failed Keith time and again, and I truly don’t deserve to be with him… If I return to his side, then the guilt will only crush me day in and day out…”
“With all that said… Please let me do this, Xavia… He deserves a much better woman than me…” concluded Jenna, leaving Xavia feeling helpless. After all, as much as she wanted to deny Jenna’s words, she simply couldn’t. It was all true…
It took her a while, but she eventually asked, “…If you don’t mind, could you tell me why you kept playing around with all those men back then, Jenna…?”
Pursing her lips, Jenna sighed before replying, “…Back then, I was extremely envious of your good fortune… Like… Why were all the men falling for you instead of me…? Was I not feminine enough…? All those thoughts twisted my heart so much that I ended up taking my frustration out on them… I was so delusional back then that I even envisioned them to be Zivon, Keith, and even Stefan…”
“I’m sure you see the pattern now, but… I just… wanted to be liked by the people who had fallen for you…” concluded Jenna whose voice had gotten extremely soft. How awkward it was to reveal how horrible she had once been…
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