I Only Want You novel Chapter 343

Jangling—

The sound of tires rubbing against the ground was particularly harsh.

The speed of the car was not fast, but Xavier suddenly turned the steering wheel when he heard Zena's words, not caring whether there was a car behind him. He stamped hard on the accelerator and parked the car on the side of the road.

Zena let out a soft cry when the car was suddenly parked. She hit the windshield and then was thrown back to the seat heavily.

However, Xavier sat there steadily and looked at the dash- board in front of him. His expression didn't change, but his mouth tightened into a thin line.

He was holding the steering wheel tightly, and his eyes were extremely red. Blue veins stood out on his white and good-looking hands, which showed how much strength he had used. He grabbed the steering wheel tightly as if it was not an ordinary steering wheel, but the neck of someone he wanted to kill.

Sometimes, he wanted to forget some moments of his past deliberately. He didn't want to think of it and kept telling himself that it was just a dream. But when Zena mentioned that, he felt so scared and painful that he even wanted to die.

Zena's heart was beating rapidly. After a while, she finally dared turn her head to look at him. Looking at his appearance, she felt her body trembled a little and she got more and more panicked, "Xavier..." When she opened her mouth, she found that she could hardly say a complete sentence, and her voice was trembling.

Xavier didn't speak.

Zena bit her lip tightly and reached out her trembling hand with hesitation, holding his hand.

However, as soon as she touched his hand, he shook off her hand with great force, as if he had got an electric shock.

Zena's hand was shaken off by him and hit the steering wheel. She frowned in pain, but she did not dare scream.

After a long while, she slowly withdrew her hand, "Xavier, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have mentioned it. I was just..."

"What? Just too excited?"

Xavier closed his eyes and said mockingly.

Zena blamed herself at this time. She grabbed her hair with depression and said, "I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I just didn't mean it. I didn't expect..."

Xavier clenched his fist and then released it slowly. He asked coldly, "You didn't expect how I reacted?"

"That's not what I meant..."

"What do you mean?" He said faintly and casually, but his tone was sarcastic. He looked at her blandly, "Even if I react like this, isn't it normal?"

Although Zena felt sad and blamed herself, she was afraid to see him like this. He was indifferent, determined, and crazily angry. His appearance reminded her of what he was like that year. He was hopeless and her heart ached.

However, she was so helpless. She gritted her teeth and was about to speak, but she heard Xavier say faintly, "Let's go back." His tone was still calm, and it seemed that what had happened just now was just her illusion.

Seeing him start the car, Zena grabbed his arm without hesitation and said, "Xavier, you... Although I didn't mean to, since we have already mentioned this, why don't we have a talk?"

In the past, she only wanted to chase after him and get him with her passion and courage. The facts made her desperate, but she was unwilling to give up. She didn't want to gain nothing after chasing after him for so many years.

Her words were affectionate and touching, but Xavier was not moved at all. Love? The love she said was to be with him, and also wanted Jimmy to treat her well?

Was that love?

If that was love, her love... was so worthless.

He smiled indifferently, with a sense of selfmockery and helplessness.

After a long while, he took a deep breath with difficulty and said, "Don't cry."

Perhaps she changed her mind to some degree because of his indifference. But just as she said just now, she had loved him for more than a decade. Even if he didn't love her as much as she loved him, and even if he had something to hurt her, there was something that he couldn't bear to say.

When Zena heard his words, she cried even more sadly.

Xavier was a little helpless, but he still said blandly, "Zena, you know that although it was something of the past, I don't want to mention it again, and you can't mention it, either. I've let go of it and started a new life, although the process was very difficult."

Zena nodded and replied to him in a choked voice, "I know... Just now, it was my fault." As she said this, she raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face and asked hesitantly, "Then... do you still hate Jimmy?"