I Only Want You novel Chapter 342

"Xavier, are you angry?" Zena asked cautiously after they went out of Lu Mansion and got on the car.

When they went back, it was Xavier who was driving the car. He held the steering wheel and smiled blandly when he heard that, "Why do you ask like this?"

"I drove to Jimmy's house without your permission..." As she said, she turned to look at his handsome and white face. She hesitated for a moment before she said, "I just thought that you suffer from a cough, and the stewed pear cooked by Auntie Chang is very effective, so I went there on my own."

"Okay." Xavier nodded, "I know you did that for my own good. You don't have to think too much about it."

Zena looked at him again and said apologetically, "But I didn't know that Jimmy would be here. I'm sorry."

"What's there to be sorry about? That's his home after all. It's not strange for him to be there, isn't it?" He said blandly in a calm tone, as if he really didn't mind it.

Zena smiled and did not say another word.

As a result, it suddenly became quiet in the car. There was no music playing in the car, and the car's performance was extremely good. The sound of the engine was so soft that it was almost negligible. "Zena." After a long while, Xavier said softly.

Zena was lost in thought when she heard that. She raised her head and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Do you regret it?"

His voice was not loud, and he did not ask her what she regretted. But Zena was not stupid, and she immediately understood what he was referring to.

Her face turned flustered immediately, but she hid her emotion quickly and said with a smile, "Why do you ask this?"

"I'm just curious."

"Regret what? I have everything now and I am with you. I'm so happy. Why should I regret?"

Xavier still smiled blandly, "Really?"

"Of... course."

Xavier smiled, but there was no smile in his eyes, "If you didn't choose me at that time, maybe you could live a better life now. Would you make the same decision if time could go back?"

Would she?

Zena stared at her knees and asked herself in her heart.

Xavier originally thought that she would not say anything more. Hearing what she said, he smiled faintly and shook his head lightly, "Do you think I said it casually? No." Saying this, he sighed softly, "Look at his eyes and what you said just now. Do you dare say that you have no feelings towards him at all? In other words, whether it is him or not, even if it is another man, if you want to leave me, I will wish you happiness."

Hearing this, Zena's beautiful pupils shrank violently, and her heart became so panicky uncontrollably. She looked at Xavier who had said those emotionless words in disbelief, and asked in a trembling voice, "Do you know... what are you talking about?"

Yes, she was regretful and hesitant, but this did not mean that she was really willing to give him up. She had spent so many years and efforts to get him. Even though he had been neither warm nor cold to her, she couldn't accept his words when she heard that.

Well, sometimes, people were just so strange. She envied Elizabeth's life and felt painful about her current situation, and even imagined something vulgarly. But even though she was a little upset and disappointed... No, it should be said that even if she was completely upset and disappointed, those words should be said by her.

However, she was very sure that even if she would say those words one day, it couldn't be at this moment. Although she was somewhat disappointed with his indifference, she still loved him and wanted to be with him in the depth of her heart.

Therefore, she was flustered.

But at this time, she didn't know whether it was because Xavier didn't love her as she expected, or... because she had lost James who loved her but didn't gain anything.

No! She couldn't become such a poor woman! Even if he didn't love her, even if she was no more as passionate to him as before, it was good to be with him. At least, it could prove that she was not in an unrequited love with Xavier.

She was anxious and flustered in heart, and she looked at him with her eyes full of panic, "Xavier, why do you say that? Oh, I know. You still blame me, don't you? You're blaming me for driving to Lu Mansion today, although you said you didn't blame me! But even if you blame me, you can scold me! Why do you say something like this? Is it because you saw Jimmy and thought of what happened before that you are in a bad mood?"