With one more day to go before he launched his attempt, Ves quietly bided his time.
No one appeared to have discovered the clue. Even though Ves tampered with a lot of systems through Lucky's assistance, he had always been careful to keep his changes as limited as possible!
If he made just a single mistake, the crew of the Scarlet Rose might discover his manipulations, forcing him to make his move prematurely!
With so many essential steps in his plans, he couldn't afford to miss any detail! Ves had to do far too much in a very brief amount of time!
Ves estimated that he needed to complete all of his objectives within just ten minutes! As long as he finished his plan within ten minutes, the Scarlet Rose would definitely fall into his hands!
However, if he encountered some delays, he risked giving the crew an opportunity to regain control over the ship!
All of the specialists stationed on the mobile supply frigate were much more knowledgeable about the systems of the ship than Ves! As long as they had enough time, they would certainly be able to fix his sabotage and restore some functionality to the ship!
Once that happened, it would be too easy for the crew to make use of some sort of internal defense system to take him out!
In short, Ves had to be both fast and thorough. While he could rely on many different advantages, he never forgot that he would be fighting on someone else's turf!
Even though Ves believed he gained a very good grasp on the Scarlet Rose's layout and configuration, who knew if he overlooked some important function!
Since Ves had to move quickly, he didn't have the time to follow up on some of the unknown parts and machinery that made up the ship.
However, Ves did not expect too many unpleasant surprises. A mobile supply frigate was not built for battle. All of its safeguards and precautions were mainly geared towards addressing low-probability events.
It did not make much economic sense to invest too excessively in the internal security systems like the Scarlet Rose.
While Ves tried to calm his nerves, Patricia visited his quarters once again.
"You're back."
"Would you rather have me stay away?"
"Oh, not at all!" Ves quickly said. "You're much more pleasant to talk to than Aisling."
"She's not very pleased with that. Why do you keep closing yourself off to her? Lady Curver really isn't as bad as you think."
"You already know my answer to that. I haven't changed my mind. The only way I'll change my mind about her if she lets me go! As long as I'm free to go, I don't mind corresponding with Aisling on a more cordial basis."
Of course, Ves firmly decided to block Aisling from contacting him as soon as he got back to safety! There was no way he would ever forgive this scheming Fridayman mech designer for depriving him of his freedom!
Apparently, Ves hadn't hidden his thoughts well enough.
"You don't look very sincere."
"Can you blame me? I'm still mad as hell. No matter what kind of carrot Aisling dangles in front of my head, I would rather bite off her head!"
Both of them fell into silence after he made this remark.
Ves realized that he let his fury get the better of him. Ever since he became an unwilling guest, it became increasingly harder to suppress his temper!
Fortunately, his captors did not take his spiteful words to heart. Since he fell into their clutches, it was only a matter of time before they brought him back to the light!
"You are very irritable, Ves."
"I guess I'm an emotional person."
"There is more to it than that. You're not very stable. Your mood and temperament never sit still. I fear that if you continue like this, you'll eventually cross a line."
"What's it to you, Patricia?"
"I don't want to see a former classmate and a brilliant mech designer fall."
"What do you mean by that?"
She studied him carefully with her clear and tranquil eyes. "You advanced too quickly. You grew up too fast as a mech designer."
"What's wrong with that? The MTA values those who break through before they reach thirty!"
"It's a trap!"
"What are you talking about!?"
Ves genuinely looked puzzled. He always thought that it was a good thing to become a Journeyman quickly. Those who surpassed the extraordinary threshold always had a bright future ahead of them because their potential was always high!
"It's kind of a secret within the mech industry." Patricia spoke in a softer voice while looking at him in pity. "I'm not sure whether I should tell you. It won't help you as you can't turn back the clock and undo your mistake."
"Just tell me! Don't tease me with your hints!" Ves slammed his hand against his lap!
After a brief moment of hesitation, Patricia bowed her head. "If you insist. Let me ask you first. When you.. Advanced to Journeyman, did you do anything to regulate your mood?"
"Uhh..."
Ves remembered that he advanced shortly after introducing the Aurora Titan to the public. He just holed himself up in an empty room in the exhibition center and broke through just like that.
"This.. I never heard about this!" Ves responded with astonishment. "Is this what you are trying to become?"
She nodded. "This is why I've delayed my advancement. It's not wrong for me to feel passionate about my work, but I don't want to be consumed by it. I want to design mechs with a clear mind and purpose! To do so, I have to temper my emotions and unconscious impulses by letting them fade over time!"
"Is it that easy?"
"Not exactly." She shook her head. "If I pause too long between every successful design project, I'd be delaying my career progression too much. There are certain methods that can regulate your mood. Letting some time pass is just one of the simplest options."
"I see. What exactly is the advantage of doing this? Can you point me to an example of a so-called rational mech designer."
"Master Olson is a very good example." She pointed out. "While I'm not too familiar with your former Master, she obviously exhibits some behavioral traits that suggest that she has employed some methods to maintain control over herself!"
Now that he thought about it, Ves had always admired Master Olson for being so calm and collected. He could never imagine his Master in an angry or enthusiastic state!
"How can she advance to Master so quickly when she's suppressing her passion?"
Patricia shrugged. "I don't know. It's not a rule that rational mech designers are supposed to be slow in progressing their careers. Master Olson is very brilliant for becoming a Master while simultaneously maintaining a clear mind."
"What is so bad about a mech designer who doesn't bother with all of this stuff?" He asked. "From what you told me, mech designers who care a lot about their work can make brilliant achievements!"
Ves had a very high interest in the answer to this question!
"I don't look down on you, if that's what you think. It's just that mech designers who are caught up by their emotions are too unstable. This is not reflected in their work, but in their overall judgement. Have you heard about mech designers who are so consumed by their work that they have gone too far?"
Ves thought about mech designers such as Gloriana and the Skull Architect.
As much as he felt uncomfortable about it, he put himself in the same category as them! After all, Ves couldn't deny that he often let his emotions and unconscious feelings override his rationality!
"I think I understand what you are getting at. However.. are rational mech designers really better?"
"There is no consensus on this subject." Patricia answered. "However, if you ever get in touch with certain organizations, you'll find out that rational mech designers often consider themselves superior. This is because they value control above anything else!"
"Certainly passionate mech designers like us must feel differently, right?"
She nodded. "As I've mentioned before, most brilliant mech designs and other pivotal innovations come from mech designers who don't abide by logic! As long as passionate mech designers are able to avoid indulging themselves in self-destructive behavior, their achievements can easily surpass those who are more steady and firm in mind!"
"So to sum it up, there are pros and cons to both types of mech designers, right?"
"Yes, so don't feel bad for yourself for choosing this road. I believe that you can absolutely go far in your current course. It's just that your current behavior is not helping you. The sooner you give in to Lady Curver, the better!"
"That remains to be seen." Ves smiled tensely at her. "To me, my feelings are inseparable to me! I could never imagine giving up my greatest strength!"
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