Nikolai
'Arrange for a dress by tomorrow morning and have the room service send in some food.' I mind linked Vladimir.-
'Yes, Alpha.' He replied.
I removed my shoes and entered the bathroom and saw Ava standing straight, her hands at her sides and her head bowed down. She stiffened further when she heard me come in.
She is scared of me. And the only way to get rid of your fears is to face them.
I took her hand in mine and walked her to the shower area and turned on the shower on the warmer side—enough that it wouldn't burn her fragile skin but would warm her up quickly.
"Undress me." I told her softly. I wanted her to feel comfortable with me. Deep down, I know she is my mate. How? I don't know. But she just is.
Her hands trembled as she slowly undid my jacket buttons before pushing it off my shoulders. I helped her take it off my arms and threw it aside.
She took a shaky breath as she stepped forward and undid my tie, throwing it over my jacket.
Next, she started undoing the buttons of my shirt. Her hands fumbled as she did. She was deathly scared of what she thought was about to happen.
"Rule number one." I spoke as I stood still while she undid my buttons. "Know that I will have your best interest at heart. You have to trust me or else this won't work."
She pressed her lips together and a frown marred her forehead as she nodded and continued concentrating on undoing the buttons.
"I need your words Ava." I told her as she undid the last button.
"Yes, Master." She said softly. My dick jolted at her calling me that. But sadly, that will have to go.
She hesitated before she reached the belt buckle, undid it and pulled the belt out of the loops.
"Rule number two. You will call me by my name. Nikolai." I told her.
Her breath hitched and her lips parted in surprise. "Yes Nikolai." She said so softly that I hardly heard it, even with the enhanced hearing.
Slowly, she undid the button of my pants and pushed it down. I stepped out of them and kicked it aside. The last remaining clothing I had on was my boxer.
Her lower lip trembled as she hooked her thumbs in the elastic of the boxer by my waist.
"What was Rule number one?" I asked her.
"To know that you have my best interest at heart. And that I should trust you." She whispered.
"Good girl." I praised, causing blush to rise on her cheeks. "Go on."
Slowly, with unsure hands she pulled down my boxer. I stepped out of it and kicked it aside too.
She immediately stepped back, looking terrified of my cock. This is the first time in my entire life this has happened and I have to agree that I didn't like it.
"I'm going to bathe you. I want to remove the touch of every person who has touched you. You are only allowed to know and remember my touch." I told her so she knew what to expect. "After which, I want you to bathe me. I want you to know that I'm not going to hurt you. I want you to feel for yourself that you are safe with me. I want you to feel the strength beneath the skin and know that it will be used to protect you. Because that's what I do. I protect what time mine." This will decrease her fear.
Her eyes fell on my fully erect dick and she bit her lip.
"It's not going to hurt you." I smiled lightly, wanting to ease her fear.
I was all hot and bothered and she looked deathly afraid. And I fucking hated the thought of her being afraid of me.
"The most beautiful woman I've seen in my entire life is rubbing my body. I'll have to be crazy to not react. But that doesn't mean I'm going to fuck you. Yet." I said truthfully.
She was still frozen.
"Look at me." I said when her hand was frozen mid air.
Her eyes snapped to mine.
"I'm not going to hurt you." I told her. I didn't know how to make her understand. "If I did not have good intentions, you would've known by now, wouldn't you?"
She chewed on her delicious lip.
But I don't want to force her to touch me if she doesn't want to.
Her hands clenched into fists and a tear trailed down her cheek.
I gritted my teeth. Maybe she wasn't my mate. She didn't even want to touch me. She was repulsed by me. Of course she is. I bought her. But I also saved her from the other horrid possibilities. But I wasn't going to say I am better than others. I'm as bad as they got.
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