The Billionaires Desires novel Chapter 54

Hillary’s POV

They say when you die, you’ll see a very bright light, a light that would lead you to a better place. They say you have to follow that light and then you’ll get to your final destination in life. 

Well, that’s all bullshit!!!

I saw no fucking light, none at all. It was just pitch darkness. The darkness was so weakening and frustrating, I could see a thing, not a damn thing. I walked in the darkness for a very long time, searching for something or someone or anything that could explain how I got here and what the hell I’m doing here. The last thing I remember is driving out of the hotel to go and stop them from burying my Nathan when he is still alive. I was going to expose Ariel,

Yes, that was the plan. I had discovered that she has a stake in all that is happening to him. I just discovered that she is a cunning both that wants to get married a Trent by all means. I had all the evidence I need to prove that she is a fake murderous bitch that has evil plans for both Nathan and I. But how did I deviate from my destination, how did I end up here?

Miguel!!!

That Bastard!!

That Asshole!

It’s got to be him. He had been trying to stop me from going to that cathedral, he doesn’t want me to chase after Ariel. I think he is hiding something from me, he knows something and he doesn’t want to share it with me. He must have followed me when I left the house and I didn’t know, I have no fucking idea. He drugged me and brought me here, he tied me down here to stop me from carrying out my plans. 

No, wait…

My hands and legs aren’t tied. If it were tired, I won’t be able to walk around in this darkness. I don’t feel restrained and I don’t look dead either, or am I dead?

“No, my love. You are not dead.” I heard someone say a few feet away from me. That voice, I would recognize that voice even if I was dead. My heart leaped with joy as I turned to look around me, searching for my desire. A lone tear slipped down my cheeks as I searched frantically for him, but I couldn’t find him. All I could see was darkness, total darkness.

“Nate… is that you?” I asked skeptically, taking slow steps in the direction of the voice that I just heard right now. My heart was beating faster, I don’t know what to expect and I don’t know what is happening here. This is how those horror movies begin, the next thing you see is an angry monster chasing and killing everyone on its part. I am not going to be eaten by an angry, hungry monster. Definitely not today, not ever. It can’t be Nathan, Nathan won’t play with my emotions this way, he is not a heartless monster, if truth be told, I would say that he loves me way more than I love him. He would never do anything to hurt me, never. He promised never to hurt me and I’m sure he is going to keep to his promise, he won’t taunt and toil with me this way. It’s got to be Miguel or that sick bitch Ariel, I don’t care who it is, I ain’t scared of anyone, not Ariel and her thugs and certainly not Miguel. I won’t hide or cower in fear because if them, I’ll face them head-on, I’ll do it for Nathan.

You promised Nate, you fucking promised. You said you would never leave me, you said you loved me. But you left. You fucking left and you never came back, you never came back to me. I don’t know what I’m going to do anymore, my life has no meaning without you, my love. I’m not prepared for all this, I can’t fight them all, I can’t do it alone and I don’t know who to trust anyone. I can’t do this on my own Nate, I can’t do it alone. I need you, Nathan, please don’t leave me, I need you, please come back to me, I need you.” I sobbed hysterically, falling down on the bare floor, curling myself like a ball, crying my heart out. Then I felt a certain warmth surrounding me as a muscular arm went around my waist, holding me so close. Then I heard his voice, his soft voice in my ears as he whispered softly

“I’m right here my love, I ain’t going anywhere.”

I jerked up immediately, standing upright to look at him. He looked so beautiful, so fucking handsome. He was smiling down at me, his eyes so bright and beautiful. I have no idea what is happening here, but we are no longer in that dark place, we are now in our house, the same house that Ariel forced me to abandon. It looks even more beautiful than I remember, everything looks so beautiful so Serene and peaceful. He brought his hand forward, wiping away my tears, pulling me into his arms.

“Where have you been Nate, I’ve been searching for you for so long, why did you leave me?” I sobbed in his arms, sniffing loudly.

“It doesn’t matter where I’ve been, what really matters is that I’m here now and I’m here to show you just how much I love you and how much I’ve missed you.” He muttered softly, pulling me closer. Before I could say another word, he lifted me into his arms, kissing me so passionately that I forgot to press him for answers, I forgot to ask for any explanations, I even forgot to tell him all that Ariel had done. All I did was to respond to his passionate kiss, kissing him with so much urgency of desire.

“I’ve missed you so much, my love. I thought I would never see you again, I thought I….