I Only Want You novel Chapter 847

Zena nodded and then smiled faintly, "Well..." She pursed her lips, "Is Xavier... all right?"

Elizabeth was stunned, and then replied, "Mm."

"I knew he would be all right." Zena sighed. The smile on face was somewhat bitter.

Regardless of whether Elizabeth was interested in listening or not, Zena said directly, "Thinking of the past and my present, I feel that it is like a dream. In the past few years, Xavier... lived a hard life. I know it all."

"At that time, in order to get him, it could be said that I used all kinds of methods. But... I did the wrong thing. Once people start to do a wrong thing, what they do next will all be wrong, except for the day when they come forward to admit their mistakes."

"It has been so many years. Perhaps you don't believe me, but in the first few years, I felt guilty and sorry for him. However, at the same time, I thought that it was worth it, because I could accompany him by his side and chat with him, although he looked so painful..."

"People are all selfish, and I am not an exception." Zena sighed lightly, "Later, I let go of it slowly. I wanted to forget the terrible thing I had done and live a good life with him as if I didn't know anything, because at that time, except for drawing and me, he seemed to have nothing left."

"I finally got him after putting in a lot of effort." Saying this, Zena smiled faintly. She seemed to be happy but satisfied.

Elizabeth frowned, "No matter what means you used, you got him, but you didn't cherish him."

Zena not only didn't cherish Xavier, but also shifted the blame onto James and cast a bone between between James and Xavier. The most important thing was that Zena was the one who wanted to break up with Xavier.

As for other things, James did not tell her much. He just said simply that Zena had done something wrong and betrayed Xavier.

They were all adults and naturally understood what "betray" meant.

When she heard James's words, she was shocked for a long time before she came to sense, and she hated Zena more.

"Yeah." Zena nodded and closed her eyes with melancholy, "So, I'm a bad woman. Look at me now... ha-ha..."

"How about Jimmy? Is he all right?"

Recalling the past, Elizabeth said a bit indifferently, "He's so good without being disturbed by you."

Hearing this, Zena smiled and nodded, "I grew up with him. He was very kind to me in the past. Although he did that to me later... Perhaps I hated him very much before because he took away everything from me and even ruined my career. But now, I don't hate him anymore."

"After all, we have known each other for a long time. He used to treat me with sincerity. I did something unpleasant to him and you before. You... just take it as a dream and forget it."

Elizabeth was silent and thought in heart, "I really don't need you to tell me this."

Hearing this, Zena let out a long sigh. She looked at the door behind Elizabeth's back through the glass, "So, it's impossible for me to meet him again."

"In my life, I own my parents the most. They are old, and they lost their company because of me. Now they even have to worry about me. As their daughter, I am sorry for them. But I feel the guiltiest to Xavier."

After saying this, Zena remained silent for a while before he continued, "If it weren't for what happened that year, how high-spirited and imposing he should be now? Of course, you may not believe me, but... I'm not afraid of you laughing at me. I still love him now. Although it was me who wanted to break up with him, he has lived in my heart for so many years and I had chased after him for so many years. I was once obsessed with him and crazy for him. Tell me. How can I let go of my love for him so easily?"

"I am 31 years old now. Speaking of which, we have known each other for 17 years. I have loved him for so many years. I can't forget him."

"It's just... I ruined my happiness on my own. I retreated to the abyss and also pushed Xavier into the abyss. I watched him struggle and live in pain. I felt distressed and powerless, and then I became desperate and wanted to give up on him. In fact, my heart is more painful than anyone else's."

Elizabeth didn't speak, but her mind was very complicated.

Looking at Zena's tearful face, she didn't know what to say. Zena had been loving Xavier since childhood and had pursued him for many years. How could she really let go of her love for him?

Unless... it was like her feeling towards Theodore. She thought it was love, but it was just family affection.

"Could you... do me a favor?"