I Only Want You novel Chapter 823

Zena trembled violently, and her heart skipped a beat. Then, she was in a state of panic.

"You said that you loved me, so you pushed me into the depth of despair and ruined my life. Even now, I am still living in pain." Xavier narrowed his eyes and said. He said every word in a light tone, but his voice was full of intense apathy and hatred.

"You said that you loved me, so you watched me suffer and made me live a lonely life. You said that we had known each other for many years, and you knew that I had no parents and my only relatives were Jimmy and his parents. You did something wrong, but you shifted the blame onto Jimmy. As a result, I hated him, and he was guilty to me. In the past years, neither of us lived a good life because of you. Moreover, I went aboard because of you. I had no family there and didn't dare to make friends."

"How can you be so heartless? Huh?"

After saying this, Xavier closed his eyes in pain.

Whenever he thought of those memories, he

felt extremely sad and painful.

He suffered in hatred and survived in despair. He had even thought about committing suicide. However, what about her?

She lived a good life, like the most beautiful flower in the spring. Compared with him, she was totally different.

She did something like that, but she could pretend as if nothing had happened and tell him that she loved him. Then, she despised him and said that he was disgusting.

She was the disgusting one, wasn't she?

He had never been a dominant person. He grew up in his uncle's family, so he was very modest and could bear everything patiently. But this time... he really couldn't stand it.

Zena did something wrong, and he wouldn't let her go easily.

"Forget about that. Zena, hadn't you slept with Andrew when you were with me? But you told me that your heart and even your body were only mine."

Zena's whole body was trembling, but she was unable to refute it. She bit her lip with all her strength and tried her best not to scream.

Xavier glanced at her in disgust, walked to the tea table, and bent down to pick up the documents pouch on it. Then he turned around and threw it in front of Zena.

"Bang!"

The documents pouch was not tightly sealed, and some pictures dropped on the ground. The top picture was about a man and a woman lying on the bed. The woman was Zena. On the picture, she closed her eyes with a slightly red face. It seemed that she was enjoying herself.

Zena's face was burning hot, but at the same time, it was pale.

"Don't you want to open it and take a look?" Xavier smiled mockingly, but there was no smile in his eyes.

Xavier sneered, "Do you remember what happened when you came to find me? Why was the sheet stained with blood that morning? You said it was your first time to have sex... Yeah, you cheated me successfully."

After that, she took a deep breath. It seemed that she gained some strength after this.

"I remembered that we met each other for the first time in Jimmy's house, right? I followed my parents to visit his parents, and then I met you there. Do you know how I felt when I saw you at that time?"

She stared at Xavier. After a long while, she smiled faintly, "You were handsome, gentle, and polite. Your face was obviously very tender, but you gave me a distant and mysterious feeling."

Recalling what happened before, she seemed to be lost in thought. Her face eased a lot, and her expression was soft and gentle.

"I really fell in love with you at first sight. Later, I knew your background. I felt distressed for you, and I wanted to warm your heart crazily. If I could be with you, I would be good to you, and I would be happy. At the same time, you wouldn't have to live in Jimmy's family anymore and you would have your own home. At that time, I really thought like that."

"But you were so proud. Except for your studies and things you like, you didn't seem to care about anything. Of course, you were tender to Jimmy and his family. But you were indifferent to anyone except them.

"I wanted to talk to you and tell you a lot of happy things. But every time I had a chance to talk to you, you were not interested in talking to me, or you just got up and left directly."

"I knew that Jimmy liked me, but the person I liked was you. I loved you with all my heart. How could I fall in love with someone else?"

"As time went by, I felt sad and uneasy, but I was more desperate because you didn't like me. In my opinion, you were the most perfect person in the world. I was really afraid that I couldn't be with you. After all, at that time, you were too aloof. Although I didn't mind it, you didn't even give me a chance."

Zena smiled bitterly and said with a dejected face, "It's said that the most painful thing is that you can't be with the one you love. I was painful, so..."