He was the only one left in his world. He seemed to have thought a lot, but he had no idea what to do. His mind was in a mess, but his heart was so terribly quiet.
He was as stiff as a statue, but he could hear Zena's loud scream, Jimmy's angry roar, the sound of Jimmy beating those people, as well as the sound of those people begging for mercy...
However, he couldn't care about anything, and he didn't want to care about anything.
That incident was like a bolt from the blue. He was so shocked that he couldn't react. He even forgot to look at the faces of those people.
Later, it seemed to be Zena who put on his clothes for him, or perhaps it was Jimmy? He did not remember it.
Later, he learned from Zena's reproach and tears that it was Jimmy who planned that incident.
This was another severe blow to him. He couldn't accept it at all.
He knew that Jimmy didn't like him. After all, he lived and ate in his house, and his uncle and aunt loved him too much. However, wasn't this kind of revenge a little too harsh?
But he didn't have the mood to blame Jimmy or complain. He just wanted to die. He held no bias on homosexual, but he couldn't accept what had happened to him. After all, he wasn't gay. Even if he was, he should have sex with the man he liked, shouldn't he? The fact was that he had been raped by those men! It was totally too disgusting!
So, how could he accept it?
However, he didn't die because he met Elizabeth again.
He survived again.
Those people ran away overnight, as if they had never existed in this world, although Jimmy said that he had tried his best to find them.
He didn't say anything, but in his heart, he thought that Jimmy let them run away deliberately, because he didn't want to admit what he had done.
That incident became a secret between him, Jimmy, and Zena.
Later, his words and deeds attracted the attention of Jimmy's parents. He didn't want to face Jimmy anymore, and he didn't even want to see people in this city. He only said that he wanted to go aboard to have a relax and change the environment to live. In fact, at that time, he had been depressed to a certain extent. It could be said that he suffered from severe depression, and he didn't like anyone to get close to him.
Therefore, he left and stayed aboard for about nine years. A period ago, he returned home as if he was reborn.
However, was he really reborn? No! Otherwise, how could he break up with Zena? Zena even accused him that he was not a real man. How could he... meet this man?
Why... was his life like this? Wasn't he pitiful enough? Why did he get into a new trouble every time he thought that he would have a good life and a bright future?
"Even if I say it again, the fact wouldn't be changed, right?" The man said with a grin, "But what's the point of saying it? Do you want to have sex with me again? It's better to recall the old days, isn't it? Anyway, I haven't seen a woman for a long time."
As soon as he finished his words, he waved his hand, "That's not right. You're handsome and rich, so I don't mind having sex with you. After all, I can make love with both men and women. What do you think?"
Saying this, he leaned in Xavier's direction, "Or do you already have a boyfriend?"
"If you are angry, don't take revenge on me. You beat me just now, and you've vented your anger, right? But who can be responsible for my hard life these years? Moreover, don't think about calling the police. Anyway, my life has been ruined. Do you think that I'll be afraid?"
After that, he snorted, turned around and walked toward the motorbike.
Xavier stood still and kept retching. He couldn't say a word.
The man started the motorbike. When he was about to leave, something flashed through his mind. He paused and added, "By the way, don't tell James that you've met me today. I'm really afraid of him. D*mn it! He is an idiot. He paid us money, but he took the blame for someone else."
Xavier felt terrible, but he was surprised when he heard this. He managed to lift his head and asked with difficulty, "What... do you mean?"
"Ha-ha."
"I'm asking you... What do you mean?" Xavier took a deep breath and forced himself to stand up, "Wasn't... it James who did it? The incident?"
"You always thought that it was him who did it?"
Xavier suddenly widened his eyes, "What?"
The man thought for a while and understood what was going on. He raised his eyebrows slightly, looked at Xavier pitifully and then shook his head, "So, you rich people are really... Bye. Remember what I said and don't call the police. Do you understand? Don't think about looking for me!" After that, he put on his helmet and was ready to leave.
"Hey!" Seeing that the man was about to leave, Xavier wanted to chase after him, but a wave of nausea swept over him again, "Ugh!"
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