Yes, I was just afraid of him!
I was afraid that I would endlessly ask favors of him, and I was afraid that one day I would take it for granted.
"Em, I'm not stupid. There are some things that I can feel." Zack dropped this sentence, turned around and left.
This was the first time Zack was angry with me, at least it was the first time I could recall.
I sat on the sofa, exhausted and decant. I didn't know what to do next. Everything around me was in a mess.
After Zack left, Sean called me to ask about September. I answered perfunctorily and hung up the phone.
I made Zack feel bad...
It was really an immoral thing that bothered me.
But I was also sad. After all, I was a married woman. I loved someone in my heart and even had children.
I shouldn't waste his time like this.
Once again, I fell into a state of contradiction.
This contradiction was just that I didn't know how to refuse Zack, and I was very grateful to him from the bottom of my heart.
I couldn't be so arrogant as to say that he had been waiting for me.
But... he seemed to have done all of this because of me...
At this moment, the door outside the apartment was opened. I heard the sound and looked over subconsciously.
Benjamin was taking off his black boots and putting on slippers before he came over. He sat beside me and reached out to touch my face. The corners of his lips curled up and he asked, "What are you surprised about?"
"How did you know I'm here?" Zack had forgotten to close the door just now, and he had come in as if it were not intruding at all!
"I just heard from Ellis that you moved, so I came." Ellis called me a few minutes ago. I did tell him the address, but could a child remember it so clearly?
Unless he had eavesdropped on the conversation as I was talking with the child!
"Where's Ellis?" I asked.
Benjamin replied, "He's with his grandmother."
"Oh," I said, then lay down on the sofa and said nothing more.
Benjamin reached out to pinch my face and said in a hoarse voice, "Get up and go somewhere with me."
"Where?"
Benjamin said in a low voice, "Go out and have some fun with me."
"I'm not going," I said immediately.
Seeing that my refusal was so direct, Benjamin suddenly got up and stretched out his hands to pick me up from the sofa. He lowered his head and rubbed his lips against my cheeks.
He threatened lightly, "Then I'll let go now.:
Let go? Dropped me on the ground?
In the end, I decided to go with him but I didn't know where we were going.
Later, when he mentioned it again, I realized that the place Benjamin wanted to go could not be that simple.
Before this, he went to a nearby shopping mall to buy a set of clothes. It was a white shirt with a pair of light- toned jeans. He pulled me into the changing room, and let me hold the clothes for him.
Benjamin put his hand on his waist. I tilted my head slightly and felt that the things in my hands were taken away one by one by him. When I took back my sight, I saw that his sleeves were slightly rolled up, revealing half of his sturdy arms.
I gazed at him and said, "Roll down the sleeves."
"Why?" Benjamin asked innocently.
I blurted out, "It looks so seductive."
"Ha." Benjamin's voice was so charming that it softened my heart. He pulled his hair up to reveal his bright forehead.
Suddenly, he reached out and wrapped me in his arms, pressing me against the black wall with my back facing him, and holding my hands behind my back with one hand.
My face was suddenly pressed against the wall, and the hot temperature from his body passed through the thin clothes to my body, which made me feel a little dizzy.
Benjamin touched my face from behind, and then his hands began to get restless. I yelled at him, "What are you doing? Benjamin, let go of me."
Benjamin teased, "Didn't you say I was seductive? What's wrong? Mrs. Dunn doesn't like it?"
I quickly echoed with him and said, "I like it, I like it, please let me go."
Benjamin let go of me. I stood up and tidied up my clothes. When I looked up, I saw his face approaching me.
I was a little stunned.
Benjamin pointed at his face with his slender fingers and said in a soft voice, "Emma, give me a kiss."
I was a little speechless.
This... This man was too shameless. No matter what he did, he could always arouse the desire hidden deep down in my heart.
And now, his handsome face was inches away from me and I could see how tender and delicate his skin was, not to mention the clothes on him made him look even more tempting.
In particular, there was lavender light in the mall, which fell on his face.
The rays of light circulated and framed different shapes and shades on his face.
How could this actually be happening?
He clearly knew that he could easily seduce me, even when I was still angry with him.
He lied to me and betrayed me!
I forced myself to calm down and ignored him.
At this time, Benjamin suddenly stretched out his hand and held me to face him-his eyes were fixed on me.
Suddenly, he curled his lips into a smile at me.
He put his arms around my waist and said in a joking tone, "What? My handsomeness got you dizzy? You are not gonna faint now, are you?"
Benjamin was too shameless. Even when our relationship was a f*cking shipwreck, he still was trying to seduce me.
"Emma, are you nervous?"
I found that Benjamin knew me very well.
Even he knew exactly what I was feeling right now.
He took my hand and wrapped his palm around it, pulling my hand to give me strength.
I shook my head. "Are we here to see a friend?"
Benjamin clenched his grip and said calmly, "I said that we came here to have fun. Sean is also in there!"
So he really meant it. There were a lot of friends of his in there, the ones I'd known and the ones I hadn't.
After entering, Sean introduced me to a strange man and said, "Emma, this is my brother, Janse."
Janse... the man who was in cahoots with Teresa!
He indirectly caused my memory loss and introduced me to Steve!
Janse was a very astute man. He stared at me with burning eyes. I subconsciously took a step back and leaned against Benjamin. He seemed to feel my fear and reached out to hold onto my waist.
He said softly, "Mrs. Dunn is a little bit shy, is all."
"Mrs. Dunn? What about Teresa?" When Janse saw Benjamin's expression change, he laughed and said, "I'm just kidding!"
Later everything turned into a clown fest when Janse and Benjamin drank nonstop.
Fortunately, neither of them messed around after getting drunk.
Benjamin refused to admit defeat, and Janse was the same. In the end, Sean had to stop them from drinking any more.
During this period, I went to the bathroom. When I went out, I saw Janse, who had been waiting outside the door all the time.
He smiled coldly. "What gave you the courage to come back here?"
"What gave you the courage to ask me?" I asked with a smile.
Somewhat shocked, Janse asked, "You remember me?"
"I've never forgotten!" I said with a hard tone.
I was indeed afraid of him. I was afraid that he might do something to me again as he did once.
But just like Benjamin said, I never knew when to shut up!
"Oh, aren't you afraid that I will make you amnesia again?"
In my memories, Janse was a man who placed his heart and soul on profit. If he knew that I was a member of the Shears family, he probably wouldn't have spoken to me in this manner.
Five years ago, he erased my memory. He did that back then because he was afraid that I would endanger his benefits. But now...
I smiled and said, "Janse, let's make a deal."
He paused for a moment, then took out a cigarette from his pocket and asked, "What deal?" He lit the cigarette and started to smoke.
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