My vision tinted red, and then I struck Brian hard enough to send him flying across the arena. He hit the ground.
I moved. Faster than I meant to. The next thing I knew, I had Brian pinned, claws out, teeth bared. A growl thundered from my throat, and Brian’s eyes widened—just before I lunged.
“Alec!”
Micah’s voice.
Then Jason.
Their hands gripped my arms, straining as they pulled me back. My breath came in pants. My hands shook. I blinked down and realized I’d torn Brian’s shirt, his shoulder bleeding. He wasn’t fighting back—just staring at me with a strange mix of caution and understanding.
I blinked. My breathing was ragged. My vision sharp and red-edged.
“What the hell?” Micah grabbed my arm, yanking me back. “You almost took his head off!”
I staggered back as if waking from a dream.
Brian sat up slowly, dazed.
“Shit,” I muttered, running a hand through my hair. “I didn’t mean—Knox, he—he got too close.”
Jason grabbed my shoulder. They herded me back to my office. I didn’t speak. I couldn’t. I was too shaken by what almost happened.
When the door shut behind us, Micah rounded on me.
“You want to tell us what the hell that was?”
I paced the room, anxiety clawing at me from the inside. “I lost control.”
“Obviously,” Jason said, crossing his arms. “But why?”
I pinned him with a pissed-off gaze. “Because I’m drowning and Knox is too close to the surface.”
“The full moon,” Micah said knowingly.
“It’s not just that.” I finally stopped pacing and looked at them. “It’s Sadie.”
Jason raised an eyebrow. “You two have another fight?”
“No. Not exactly.” I rubbed my face with both hands. “She doesn’t believe me. She thinks everything I’m feeling now is just the bond. That I want her now only because fate decided she should be mine.”
“And that bothers you because...?”
“Because it’s not true,” I snapped. “I want her. Not because of a bond. Not because of Aspen. Because it’s her. I want her. And I don’t know how to make her believe that when all I’ve done for years is prove the opposite.”
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