Alpha alec's redemption (Sadie) novel Chapter 232

Alec

The conference room was silent, the kind of silence that amplifies every thought, every heartbeat. Everyone had dispersed—Raven with the elders, Micah and Jason to rally the warriors. That left Sadie and me alone, the air between us thick with unspoken words and unresolved tension.

I stood by the window, pretending to be engrossed in the view, but my mind was a whirlwind. The bond between us pulsed, a constant reminder of what I yearned for but couldn't claim.

It coiled inside my chest, tightening with every breath I took. The approaching full moon intensified everything, making my senses sharper, my desires more insistent. I could feel it under my skin, stirring heat in my blood, making it harder to think. Harder to control myself. The pull between us thrummed like a live wire, sharp and electric.

I felt her presence behind me, her gaze burning into my back. She hadn’t said anything since the others left, and neither had I. But the silence between us wasn’t empty. It was thick with everything unspoken

The bond tugged at me, urging me to turn, to close the distance, to take what I so desperately wanted. But I couldn't. Not yet.

Knox growled low, restless, and needy. He wanted her—wanted to claim her, mark her, bind her to us. But I hadn’t earned that yet. Not after everything I did. Not after the ways I failed her.

When I turned around, she was leaning against the edge of the table, her arms folded across her chest, eyes unreadable. The soft glow of the midday sun slipping through the window highlighted the tension in her posture and conflict in her eyes. It also painted her skin. Beautiful. Dangerous. Mine.

"Are you okay?" she asked, her voice soft but steady. Her eyes locking onto mine.

"No," I admitted, the word escaping before I could censor it. "Not even close."

The air between us pulsed. I took a step toward her—then stopped. I couldn’t trust myself right now.

She watched me, then stepped away, her movements deliberate, controlled. I saw the flicker in her eyes, the slight tremble in her fingers. She was fighting the same battle I was.

“I can feel it too,” she said, voice quiet. “The full moon... the bond… it’s louder. It's overwhelming."

My jaw clenched. I nodded, swallowing hard. “It's like a constant pull, a need that won't be silenced. It’s driving me crazy.”

“Me too.”

We stared at each other, the air humming with tension. I took another step, and this time, she didn’t move away. She watched me like she was daring me to get closer—like she wanted it just as much.

I stopped just a breath away. My fingers twitched at my sides.

“I want you, Sadie,” I said, my voice rough. “I want to touch you, kiss you, mark you so badly it hurts. But I can’t. Not yet.”

Her breath caught, but she didn’t look away.

“But I can’t because I haven’t earned the right. I haven’t proven myself. I need you to want me back—not just because of the bond, not just because of this damn moon, but because you choose me.”

She met my eyes then, and the intensity of her gaze nearly brought me to my knees.

I reached out, my hand hovering over her cheek, the urge to touch her almost unbearable. "I regret everything I did to hurt you, Sadie. Every word, every action. If I could take it all back..."

The room was charged, the bond between us a living thing, pulsing with desire, regret, hope. I wanted to close the distance, to claim her, to mark her as mine. But I held back, the weight of my past mistakes anchoring me.

"We can't change the past…" she whispered and then stopped as if she couldn’t find any words to complete her sentence.

I could hear the unsaid word. ‘But we can change the future.”

I wanted to believe those words. I wanted to believe that’s what she wanted to say, but I didn’t want to get my hopes high.